This was also the summer of withdrawal and waiting.
All summer I was expecting an appointment. The one where specialists would diagnose my other two boys with autism.
It finally happened last week. Now I have time to think about it.
Now we are left with working out the logistics of raising three children on the spectrum. Feel like I've struck out on the parenting front.
In all honesty playing the viola seems a lot easier right now. Just stringing one note after another.....
Maybe I need a piece that will reflect my mood of bitterness. Been drawn to the Penderecki Cadenza. That may be the salve I need. As well as a new blog devoted to parenting kids on the spectrum. I will have to soldier on.....
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Perhpas we need a vacation to somewhere tropical, where someone will serve us froofy drinks complete with umbrellas, and a guy with a name like Sergio will give us footrubs.
Sending good thoughts your way. You are a tough, smart person, and I know you will find the joy in this situation, even though it may not be apparent right now.
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